dEGOnstruction

Yep. I am! :D

So recently a deviant whom I've never even spoken with had the generosity to give me a 1 year subscription along with a couple thousand points. I've never had a stranger bestow me with such a delightfully surprising gift, and it really fills me with hope for life and man and everything in between. It's hard to be misanthrope knowing people like that exist. I hope the world is kind to you, stranger :) And if you're ever in the Florida area and need anything at all feel free to ask, seriously

no i haven't had any super psychedelic fever dreams in a while its just an album by Byron Metcalf that came to mind and sounds cool. that guy makes some trippy shamanic trance inducing stuff i do have a pretty wicked fever though :\ which is probably why im even writing a journal at all. you ever notice how your thoughts get so unusual during fevers? like so real and to the core, the primal part of you just comes roaring out. usually i just get so obsessed and addicted to fucking off online that i never get anything done as far as super introspective journals go. i guess another part of me secretly wants my 'girlfriend' (if i can even call i